Okay, my new journal is dextrally <3~


If you want to keep in touch just add =] I've added a few of you already <3

I got a new puppy...


It's adorable =]


I'm also most likely getting another Livejournal account, so I'll message you guys my new account.

Urgh.



Urghurghurghurgh!



URGH!



I hate my college class... Or I'm finally seeing how delightfully dull it is.


( Enter Rant )


Thank you for your time :/

I must eat Sammich.

So yeah, I have an empty for like the weekend.


Noccles, you is allowed to stay whenevers you want now 8D Saku finally has all her plans out the way and she's making some space for Noc instead of lots of stress.


So yeah college is a bit.... stressful, nothing a little friendship time with Noc and my other friends can sort out ^_^.



So yeah, I've came to the conclusion I'm no longer considered a friend with some people. So guess what? I don't fucking care.

Expo in may =3 <3?







Horah, horah!





Left 4 Dead characters ftw!

Well there goes another set of fucking plans.




Ones I was actually looking forward too. But then again, I'm NEVER told if plans change. Looks like I wasted good money on a fucking cosplay I'm never gonna fucking use.





Woot.

So again, college has offically went to shit.



>< Explain why I joined again? >< I want my old timetable back ><



Urgh.


Noc status: Loves very much.
Friendship status: Fucked up.
Online friendship status: Lovely =3
Relationship status: Happy <3
Stalker status: Stalked some more.

I love you Noc...


;-;



<3


Also, to my last journal... Yeah, really who needs friendship with some people? I mean... really am I that unexistant?


And no, that does not include all of you.

Next time I'll just keep my mouth shut shall I? Then I might be that little better a fucking friend right?

Wrong.

Maybe if someone actually never took anything I say to fucking heart maybe things wouldn't be in this mess. I stated an opinion. You're just being a whinny dousch.


Actually you know what? Fuck you. Really? Do I need to be treated this way? When I was fucking upset and ready to break were you fucking there to lend me a hand? No. Were you fucking there to tell me if I needed someone I could come to you? No. Did you ever come to me and say if I needed to get out I could be with you? NO!

What kind of friend is that?

Really? What kind of friend is that? Where was my friendship when I needed it the fucking most? Unexistant that's what! The only fucking ones for me were the select few on here and they live 11 hours away!

I needed a friend when I was fucking down. I needed a friend when I cried. I needed a fucking friend when the only ones there for me was my boyfriend and the ones I saw in college.


What happened? Because I insulted your precious fucking religion.


Oh, fucking wow.


No friend of mine if you can't taken an opinion.

And how I know you never fucking cared? Did you ever fucking ask what was wrong with me after all my other posts? Did you fucking ask if I needed a friend? A hand? A shoulder to cry on? A place to get away? Somewhere to be while I recovered?

No.


You fucking didn't.


Next time you need a friend, forget having me fucking here. You don't deserve friends if you treat them any differently than the other.





ANYWAY!




Noc.



Saku loves you. ;-; Really.

.___________________________________________________________________.


Hope you had fun without me, because I didn't.

College has calmed down and let me express that inner artist that just wants to draw nothing but still life... ><

Manga//Anime Pulease. Thank you.

My iPod bust ;-; Roku just stopped working, now you all see the reason why I named him Roxas? He was so unamused I didn't use him for a 2 days he stopped working and wipped all my music completely.

So I'm having to redownload all 2000 songs that were on my iPod and then restart again, delightful.

But, on the bright side I got two achievements in Frogger and I feel like the most fucked-up person ever to actually enjoy that game. Really. It's actually stupid how much I like it xD...







Friendship, now THERE'S a funny word. Define friendship, what's its purpose? It's meaning? Not sticking by one another when something bad happens. Also, does it mean lie to your friend that you actually liked them when all along you didn't?

Does friendship mean that when you're angry at you're bestfriend it's RIGHT to go ahead and blame you're bestfriends girlfriend for it all, then basically blame the whole wrong existance on her because she's getting all the attention? Because she's seeing him more than them?

Well, here's something for you all to ponder over. Is it right to stop being someone's friend just because they don't see them? When it's them that never invite him up, it's them that never makes an effort to see him, it's them that really don't give a damn and he's supposed to?

Really is that a friend?

Also, is a friend someone who stops being you're friend because they don't like you're girlfriend or whatever?

Really? Is that a friend. I think not. A friend is someone who doesn't care that you're a little busy and only see's you once a month. A friend is someone who doesn't care that you want to spend time with your boyfriend or girlfriend. A friend is someone who sticks by you no matter what and never stops being a friend over something so fucking childish.


Oh, shows that I live around some childish fucks doesn't it xD

But yeah.

Noc status: Unloved. Needs more love.
Friendship status: Needs boosted because of some fuckers.
Relationship // boyfriend status: Getting there.
College status: Artistic.
Health status: Horrible. Not eating, barely sleeping, lungs about to collaps all that.
Stalker status: Stalked.

Angels t.e.a.r.s falling to Earth as r.a.i.n.

Blah, blah, blah!

Yap, yap, yap!

Bleh, bleh, bleh!

Anyway, urgh.

Urgh, urgh, urgh.




Bleh.


Bleh.


Bleh.



That is all.

Just to let you guys know, I wont be on for a while.

A long while, apparently I'm upsetting too many people with my pathetic whinning.

Yes, that also means AIM and MSN.

Sorry for the inconvience. But really, I cba.

Also, next time you have a problem with what I say? Please say it to my face and don't make wanky, stupid, pathetic journals about it? Kay?

Thanks. Much appreciated.

Why does everyone in everything have to be gay?

Okay, I'm doing a few...so really. Read and look at your own risk.

( Photobucketness" )

( Fandom )

( Harry Potter meme )

Yes, as you can all see I'm sick of Yaoi fan-girls pairing every male up with another male because it's hot when it's not canon and asking me lovingly if I'll make my character have sex with theirs.

No. No. No. And no.

*Yawns and streches*



I've been gone for a while D: I'm sorry!


Has anyone seen Cai? I need to track her down! Quickly!

Everyone else! I'm sorry XD I've said it before but...yeah D: I'll not disappear again!

I really want to get Ignotus up again, really just for the Freelancer stuff we had going on. I had a lot of fun when we were doing all of that xD

It really just depends on if others come back too >< Ach, we'll see, eh?

Flat cake was flat. R.I.P flat cake >:

Anyway, world of Saku. I can't sleep >< I can't sleep and have found myself writing North/York/Tex and reading York/Tex >< Silly Saku is silly...


Hm... if I'm still up for 5 I'll get ready for college. At 6 if I'm still awake I'll have breakfast and if I'm still awake for 7, heck I think I'll make more journals... maybe a Freelancer or two XD

I think right now it's time for a spot of music and trying to relax...

Oh! If I'm still up by 5, I'll get ready and play Bioshock.


Ah 8D The rest of my morning is planned!

I'm late!


Shut up~!


xD Merry Christmas from Pixles and Sakules..... .o.


Anyway! This year was different! Two sets of headphones, lots of clothes, Snow Patrol - Leon Jackson and Take that CD's, Bioshock, Xbox 360, live in my room, girlie things, Fable 2, Chocolate, chocolate and more more more more chocolate, shoes, the original pokemon comics with signed Meowth and Brock sigs 8D, Pokemon poster, Harry Potter posters, Red vs. Blue boxset, a new phone and get this more chocolate!


Productive yes I am~!


*Plays left 4 dead with ReeRee*

Why is it so hard to find a Harry Potter roleplay THAT'S SET IN THE TRIO ERA? DIE IN HELL MAR-FUCKING-RAUDERS! Or or or or! GET THIS! AN IC DRACO!

OHMYGAWDBBQ!


Anyway, less carried away~! XMAS IS TOMORROW!




OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!



OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!



TOOOOOOOOOMOOOOOOOOOORRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!



TOMORRRRRRRRRRROW!



^0^ *SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*


Anyway...


Back to fanart.

I should stop posting, I know I know.

I really can't post more than twice in one day before feeling weird!

It's...weird.

Anyway!

Just to let you all know, Saku did get off her ass and for Ker she got the rp up ^_^ ~!~